lost // zavir + landon

zavirtmi:

Zavir left most of his thin weight against Landon, trying to focus on getting to the boy’s car. “What’s funny?” Zavir asked, furrowing his brows as he stumbled, trying to regain his balance before leaning into Landon. “S – Sorry…” he whispered, biting hard onto his bottom lip to try and supress his emotions. He was not going to cry, he told himself. “It’s, uhm – I just .. I don’t know,” was his response. He didn’t want to make excuses for wasting his night and his time acting like an idiot, and then above all having to have Landon save him from a fight that never should have happened. He was just not really in a good enough place to be trying to figure out why he was making the decisions he was.

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Landon started rubbing his thumb in a small circle on Zavir’s side, turning his head and smiling at the other boy.  “It’s alright, I just made myself giggle with the tortoise and the hare reference.  I’m dumb, it’s alright.”  He reassured the boy, not wanting him to think he was laughing at Zavir.  “It’s alright that you don’t know why you’re here, sometimes I’ll wake up in the middle of my kitchen with a few empty GoGurt packets.  It’s traumatic and strange.”  He giggles, pulling the boy in closer to his own side.  He knew that the boy felt uncomfortable by the way he was acting, and Landon was trying his best to make sure that Zav didn’t start feeling embarrassed for this.

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leviamerica:

“That’s what happens when you abandon your wonderful older brother.”

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Wonderful?  That seems like a bit of a stretch, Lev.”

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julianbro:

“You’ll be fine. I swear,” he assured him. “The Dumbo ride?” Julian raised his eyebrows. “How about Tower of Terror? The Rock ‘n’ Roller Coaster is hands down one of my favorite rides,” he said with a smile.

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“That’s what they all say, I don’t trust it.”  He joked, before giving the other boy a small nod.  “Yes, the Dumbo ride!  I just told you I don’t like the dark, and you named off the two rides that put you in pitch black.  I don’t think you know how this works.”

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mattbelievesinmagic:

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Matthew’s mouth hung slightly open in shock of the question. An inexplicable sound escaped his lips, unable to properly react to the sudden mention of his mortifying confession he last saw Landon. “Um.- Excuse me?”,was the best response he could come up with in the moment. He took a deep breath, composing himself once again and thought out his reply carefully. “You’ve been gone for some time,Landon. And I think you made yourself pretty clear when I told you how I felt.”

Landon let out a soft sigh, letting his head fall down, staring down at his feet.  “I-I’m sorry.  That wasn’t a good question to ask.”  He reached his hands up, cupping his cheeks in his hands.  “I wasn’t thinking.”  The boy mumbled out, shaking his head slowly, mentally beating himself up for the words that had just come out.

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simplynataliethings:

I do too, she sighs,  but enough about that. What about you? What’s the love life of Landon York like?

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“Well, pretty boring, to be honest.  Nothing is really going on in that department, but that’s probably for the best right now.”

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mattbelievesinmagic:

“No I-”, Matthew shook his head at the boy’s words. He couldn’t bring himself to say what he wanted to tell him right away, he struggled to find the words in the clouded pool that was his emotions. He thought about how shaky they had been the last time they spoke before Landon left. “I’ve missed you.”
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Landon takes a small step forward, giving a slight nod of his head.  “Well, uh, I’ve missed you too.”  He lets out a quiet breath, not exactly sure how he should react around Matt, after everything that happened.  He bites his lip, anxiously looking up at the other boy, continuing to mess with his fingers.  “Do you still..  Um, have feelings?”  He asked, almost immediately regretting the question as soon as it passed through his lips.

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simplynataliethings:

We’re alright, I guess. She replies, “ I don’t really know what we are at this point, but we’re good.

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“Well, I hope you figure it out soon, I know it’s weird when you’re not really sure what’s going on with a relationship.”

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lost // zavir + landon

zavirtmi:

Zavir could tell Landon was crying, which is not what he wanted. His stress level dropped significantly when Landon ran his thumb over Zavir’s forehead and jaw, shutting his eyes to block out the pain still residing. “We can – can go,” Zavir responded, trying to push himself up. He managed to stand, his vision blurring as he looked around, trying to grab a hold of Landon.”

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Landon carefully hooked his arm around Zavir’s hips, steadying him as they stood up together.  He could tell the other boy was still pretty weak, so he tried his best to help Zav keep steady.  “Okay, slow and steady.”  He says, with a small chuckle as they start to make their way back to Landon’s car.  The boy turns his head to look at Zavir, raising an eyebrow up at him as he starts to speak again.  “So, uh, what brought you out here so late?”  Landon asked, a little concerned.

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lost // zavir + landon

zavirtmi:

Zavir could feel himself being pulled into Landon’s lap, trying to bleed through the blood now in his throat. He was still clutching his stomach when he heard Landon speak, trying to keep his eyes open. He wiped some of the blood off of his mouth as he sat up a little, trying to look at Landon. “I’m sorry,” Zavir said quietly, turning away from him as he felt his eyes sting with tears. He should have never left his flat, he realizes. He should have just moped in his room instead. And now he’d probably get fired at work for showing up with cuts and bruises on the selling part of his job.

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Landon felt a few tears escape out of his eye, rolling down his cheek as he reached up to wipe it away.  “No, no.  You don’t have to apologize, it’s not your fault.”   The boy reached down, running his thumb over Zav’s forehead slowly.  “Okay, when you’re feeling up to it, we can walk you back to my car and I’ll take you back to my place.  And we can clean you up, and then you can just stay there for the night.  I’ll even let you pick out a movie for us to watch.  Does that sound good?”  He whispered down to the other, letting his thumb slip down the side of Zavir’s face gently, continuing to try anything that he could to keep the boy calm. 

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mattbelievesinmagic:

“Hi.”, the casual essence of their words in such an unusual situation caused Matt shifted his weight from one side to the other uncomfortably as he buttoned up his plaid shirt. “I-When did you get back?”image

Landon suddenly began fiddling with his own fingers, staring down at them as he bit down on his lip gently.  “I, uh, got back yesterday.”  He said, lifting his eyes up so he was peeking over at Matt.  “If you want me to go away, I will.”

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